A little soul searching… :P

12 09 2010

I am looking at the rain hitting our windows… I think I read somewhere that rain depresses people… I am not depressed… I am sick of rain though… Rain in India is so different than rain in Romania… I like it more there, although I can’t say why exactly… It must be all the green that surrounds my parent’s house… I miss Copou hill right now… and the autumn there…

There is a season I cannot really identify here… I think it’s because I am in love with the Romanian autumn… it’s all the colours, the way the scenery changes day by day, the way people and cities prepare for the winter… and of course my birthday 🙂 Soon enough:)

I miss the smell of my mom’s apple pie, the “get together” with the girls, Mario… and I miss my cat… I spoke with my mom yesterday on the phone… nothing seems to have changed there… except I am not there… I should be used with this by now… but somehow I am not and I know I will never be… I just have to learn to live with it 🙂

I did a lot of thinking lately. I don’t feel that young anymore and I am trying to figure out where I want to be next year… Do I want to be in India still, do I need a new adventure, maybe in South America… ? I do want to be able to say one day that I have communication experience on all continents… but I am so tired of running from one location to another, with 20 kg luggage and a new dream, a new hope for my future… I know I want one thing… and it’s really not much… a job I love and a job that can help me afford a plane ticket every few months to visit my family and friends… I am not asking that much,  am I? 😀

Life is easy but I am always making it so complicated… I hope this Christmas will bring the solutions to my dilemmas… Meanwhile I know that Saturday it’s going to bring a huge smile on my face… Cosi is going to be here, bringing with her small pieces of home 😀 I am really looking forward to that…

Me… feeling old 😛

One for the sad ones 🙂

One for the happy ones 🙂




4 responses

12 09 2010
Saurav Modak

dont feel so depressed.. there are god things here too

12 09 2010
Alexandra Birladianu

Of course there are 🙂 But with the rain today, it’s a little bit hard to see them 😛

15 09 2010

My dear 🙂

We will figure out before the end of this year what we wanna do with our lives and how we can do it ;). Can’t wait to meet you at Christmas! Until then, let’s dream about Copou, the misty days from Iasi, the smell of the autumn mornings when school begins, the smell of ,,zacusca” , the green nuts that always made our hands dirty before 15th of September…
Have fun this weekend! :-*

15 09 2010
Alexandra Birladianu

Did you really had to say the magic word “zacusca”? 😛 Yes, Christmas is going to be a very happy time 😀 Miss u lots and lots and I am happy we have MOC 😀 Sending a big hug via internet :*

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